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Saturday 22 July 2017

Boring questions and boring answers

Hello. I am currently on a break after my foundation year waiting for enrolment into my degree course this September. RIP holiday. RIP. 
My life is so dull and boring right now that I am answering these questions that nobody asks me but I'm doing this still to kill my time. Yeah I can kill time. 
There are 100 questions so I will answer until which I can. 
Shall we begin? 

What’s the best compliment you’ve ever received?  
Honestly I don't remember. Yup it's been that long since I received any compliments. I have received some but I can't figure out which one is the best. I think it's the 'kau ni pandailah' because I received that a lot. I'm not clever actually or so I think. I'm just hardworking, that's all. 

What’s one thing you’re deeply proud of — but would never put on your résumé? 
I can read people's mind. Hire me !

What’s the most out-of-character choice you’ve ever made? 
Enrol into med school.

If a mysterious benefactor wrote you a check for $5,000 and said, “Help me solve a problem — any problem!” … what would you do with him or her? 
yeah you shall receive my help but gimme the money first. Whether I manage to solve it or not, I still get the money okay? Hihihihi

What’s going to be carved on your (hypothetical) tombstone? 
A girl who tried so hard to live finally died. 

What are you FREAKISHLY good at? 
Dreaming. OBVIOUSLY

What’s one dream that you’ve tucked away, for the moment? How come?
Backpacking to foreign countries because I'm still saving my money up. 

What are you STARVING for?
A perfect getaway. Sebab saya hanya menternak lemak ketika cuti.

If you could have tea with one fictional character, who would it be? 
I'm thinking so hard to answer this question xD Kim Shin from Goblin? His character is soo cute (walaupun dia tua) :))

Do you have a morning ritual?  
After solat subuh sambung tidur xD (only if I had a late night sleep) If not, after subuh I would have my breakfast and do my revision (because I dont study at night)

Do you believe in magic? When have you felt it?  
I love magic. I feel it whenever I read a good book. It feels somehow I am in a new world becoming a different person. 

Is there something that people consistently ask for your advice on? What is it?  
Unfortunately, people do not ask for my advice. 

Have you ever fantasized about changing your first name? To what?
I think my name perfectly fits me 

When was the last time you astonished yourself?
When I played badminton with my classmates because I don't do sports 

What’s your personal anthem or theme song? 
Like my mood, it changes frequently

Do you ever yearn for your life, before Facebook? 
I don’t believe in Facebook

What’s your definition of an ideal houseguest? 
One who does not complain

If you had an extra $100 to spend on yourself every week, what would you do? 
Save it for a getaway

If you could sit down with your 15-year old self, what would you tell him or her? 
If you think it's a right thing for you, then just do it. Don't be afraid to take chances. Voice yourself out. Cross the line. 

What are you BORED of? 
Watching dramas and sleep 

What’s the best birthday cake you ever ate? 
It is always the turkish indulgence from secret recipe 

How do you engage with panhandlers on the street? 
When I notice them somewhere near where I'm walking, I just don't look at them. Not that I dont wanna help, but they freaking have limbs to work. 

Do you think LOVE is chemical, intellectual, spiritual — or completely undefinable?
I'm noob about this. 

Have you ever dreamed about starting a business? (Or if you’ve already got one — a new business?) 
I’d love to open a bakery of my own

What’s your most urgent priority for the rest of the year? 
Money

If you could master any instrument on earth, what would it be? 
Caklempong hahaha never had the chance to play it though

Have you ever been genuinely afraid for your physical safety? 
It is a constant worry on a daily basis

What are you an expert on? Is it because of training, lived experience, or both? 
Jill of all trades, master of none here :-(

Has a teacher ever changed your life? How so?
I change my own life. But I had teachers who changed my views and perspectives on the world. I enjoyed their classes because they were so inspiring

Are there any household chores you secretly enjoy? Which ones — and why?
Grocery shopping.  I love looking for new things to eat!

How do you reign in self-critical voices? 
That’s very hard to do.  I can’t say that I’m very successful at that

What does FEAR feel like, in your body? 
Not moving

Do you think you’re currently operating at 100% capacity? 
Not even close :-(

What do you value most: free time, recognition, or money?
None. It's knowledge. ( I wanted to choose money at first then I remember knowledge makes a man powerful). 

If you could save one endangered species from extinction, which would you choose? 
There are so many it would be hard to pick one.

Are there any laws or social rules that completely baffle you? 
No for now

Would you like to write a book? (About what?)
I’m not that entertaining

If you could choose your own life obstacles, would you keep the ones you have? 
I can’t say I’ve chosen my obstacles, they more or less chose me.  Personally I’d love to live without them

Have you ever SCREAMED at someone? (What did they do?) 
Most of the time. They irritate me

Where + when do you get your BEST IDEAS? 
In my dreams

All right